Love..a Why...

They say that love does not hurt; 

They say that love brings happiness

They say that love makes everything joyful

They say that love lights up the darkness

Then why does the heart ache

Why is there anger

Why are there disconnects

Why is there a fear of loss anticipated along the way

Why do two people grow apart

Why is there loss of words

Where does the happiness disappear

When does the boon become a curse

Why are there so many questions

And where do I find answers

Why does he say that something is missing

Even when I have laid down my heart; still he says it falters.

So do I still believe that love brings happiness

Believe that everything will be joyful like it was

That love will light our way 

That we met  has to have a divine cause.

- Leena

Jan 06, 2009; 1:27 AM

I will always Love you....

I will always love you..

Minutes have turned into hours,
Hours into days,
Days into weeks,
Weeks into months,
And I still seem to fall.
I have tried everything but nothing seems to help me at all.

Tears rush down my face
As if it is the very moment that I lost you again,
When I close my eyes I see your face so clear,
As if you were now with me and so near.

I reach out to touch you like I used to
Walk to you till the distance between us becomes a few,
I want to whisper that I love you
And that you can take me without further a due.

The touch of your lips still lingers on my lips
The way you felt on me, within me, makes me miss a few beats.
Though memories seem to fade,
The love I feel for you still remains.

I want to feel your touch,
Want to feel your warmth and so much.
I want to hear your heart beat close to mine
And whisper to you that it is just divine.

But as I sit alone in the silence of my room,
All I can hear is your voice
And then I think about all the mistakes and the choice.

The look in your eyes when you kissed me overcomes,
There is nothing else in the world that made me so succumb.
The moments we had together surround me in parts,
The thought of the way things were and what they could have been break my heart.
But nothing stops the pain now since,
I know that getting over you will be the hardest thing I will ever do.

I want to reach out for you and to feel what I felt
To be again in your warm embrace that so made me completely melt.
I want so much to say that I love you
And that I would give the world for that too.

That is when the picture starts to dim,
And the heartache fills up to the brim.
And that is when you look at me and smile,
And it dawns on me that it's been a while.

But before you can say a word
I realize it is a different world,
Because having you with me was just a thought,
A wish I've been making since the day we started drifting apart.

Minutes will turn into hours,
Hours into Days,
Day's into weeks,Weeks into months,
And still my heart will break for you.

Just for one more chance to tell you that I will always love you and till death I do.

- Leena
2/9/2006, 12:30am

I broke up...

I broke up...

I broke up with you today,
I just let you go.

I killed the hope that I had in me I could not let it more grow
For this time i realisedThe pain and hurt had began to hypnotise.

And all the love and all the romance that was once there
Was not any strong for me to wear.

As I sit here in my empty room
Thinking about what you said and said what me
I wonder if all this is really worth a grieve.

I always knew in my heart this was not meant to be
For when it is we can clearly see.

But I am not bitter for I know
That we tried hard to make the love grow.

So as I sit here wondering why I cannot cry
I know becuase it was worth the try.

So even if loving you might be a mistake
For I an take the blame, the one thing I will partake.

For loving you showed me how pretty the world is
My love for you told me never a full moon to miss.

When I loved you the flowers and the spring were just for me
I felt the warmth even in the winter and the sleet.

So as I sit here thinking about what happened
I know that I am not heart broken.

For everytime I will think about us I will think about the smiles not the tears,
I will think about the love you's and not the swears,
I will think about the nights and not the fights,
I will think about the songs and not the lies.

Because you taught me to love, to care and to share
And for that I will always remember you as my teddy bear.

So even though now I feel a litle girl
Whose lost her teddy when she took a swirl,
And it will be hard since I lost you
And there will be days that I will miss you
But I know that I will get through
Becuase even in all the ordeal you made sure I grew.


-Leena
3/31/2006, 3:22pm